It's a Strange Condition...

I haven't written a personal entry in a while, so I figured it was about time. The entry below this one is for a multi-modal English project I am working on. The idea of the project is to define your identity as a writer in some other way that just words. My blog seemed to be the perfect fit.

I have been working hard on it lately. It was neglected for so long. School is tough this year, home is tougher. I'm not sure where to begin, or even if I want to. Let's just say, growing up isn't easy. I thought that I was grown up before now, but this year has taught me, like everything, growing up is a process. There isn't one day where BAM! I'm an adult now. This year has taught me that. So many things have just knocked me down, luckily, my faith and good friends have helped me back on my feet.

I am looking forward to this summer and next year. I am hoping to hear back from some of the places I have applied for internships soon. My future is so bright, and I know that. I think that's another thing that keeps me going.

I can see myself growing as a writer this year. That is the most beautiful thing to me. I have learned to take criticism and it's been very helpful in advancing my writing abilities. I always heard that if you give a little you get a lot. This is so true. The little that I have given has really helped me grow as a writer, and as a person.

All I want to do is write. Forever and ever. I want to be a great story teller. I want to be like Joan Didion, who I think is absolutely brilliant. I know I keep saying this, but for some reason I am realizing this today. I am so blessed. There are so many good things on the horizon, and although sometimes I feel like I'll never get there, I will just keep moving. But what else can I really do?

It felt good to write this. Really good.


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